With Time to Spare....

Today Heather and I got out of class early so we decided to take a walk because of the wonderful weather that we are having. We thought it would be a great idea to walk around the TSC to see if we would know anyone. To our surprise there wasn't a single person that we knew there, so in our efforts to keep ourselves entertained we went to the Eccles Conference Center.

Those that don't know about the Eccles Conference Center it has, the lack of better terms, mirrors on the outside.

Heath and I went inside where we began to watch people check themselves out. It is hilarious because everyone tries to do it on the sly. We even began to try and guess which people were going to look.

I know that we are total creepers, but how can you pass up such enjoyment.

You Know...

This school year has been one of struggle. I am not going to lie as of right now I am ready to give up. I have thought of every possible way to leave Logan and go home to my family. This a weird experience for me. When something gets hard or down right nasty I try to weather the storm out, but now it seems so hard. I have struggled with my car, classes, friends, roommates, and even the gospel. I believe that is why it is so hard for me now. I have forgot my savior. This weekend my Mom was sure to remind me.

This weekend I got to go home to see all of my family. I have never been so happy to see them in my life. I was really happy. A happy that I haven't been in a long time.

My big brother Jordan got married. This was a big celebration for my family. We haven't had one like this is awhile. It was great to see all of their smiling faces and to hear their laughter. This did help my resolve to get thru this.

Saturday I was suppose to leave in the morning, but I kept pushing it off. Finally, my Mom said I needed to get out the door. I said flat out to her "I don't want to go back." My loving Mom, my hero simple stated...

You know where you need to be.

Those words have echoed in my ears ever since and that is why I am here righting this blog at four o'clock in the morning because I don't know where I need to be. Logan? Salt Lake? Tooele? I don't know maybe this will all blow over. Just a little trial that I meant to endure or I am being completely dramatic as my best friend says I always am. Either way I am going to find out where I need to be.